Change is Inevitable, Growth is Optional, Grow, Always Grow

If there is one thing I know, change happens when you least expect it. Sometimes it's horrible and sometimes it's the wake up call you need. I got my wake up call and now it's time to let that change happen and grow to heights I have never been.

The only person that can institute change is you. Don't expect anyone to do it for you and don't expect anyone to stick around to wait for you. Life happens so plan accordingly, just find the positive in all of it.

If you don't like your current situation, change it. If you don't like who you are, change it. If you don't like your job, change it. Don't let yourself get bogged down by the day to day monotony, there is so much out there you could be missing out on.

I needed to change and as stubborn and passionate as I am, it scared the shit out of me. I got the push I needed and I'm never going back to where I was. I carried around so much from days gone by that it was killing my future. I got stuck in the past and it destroyed part of my future. Routines are good but when you routinely expect bad and awful things to happen, they do. I couldn't do it anymore, I was such a negative prick and I took it out on people that I never wanted to hurt. That's not ok to live with, that isn't something you should carry around with you. I decided to change everything and yes it scared the shit out of me. I look back to the man I was, even a week ago, and it makes me sick. How could someone with as much passion as me stoop to that level of petty. It cost me dearly and I can't and won't let it happen ever again.

When in doubt change, be the change and make the change. If not for yourself but for everyone around you. Don't be just that negative guy, break the cycle and be positive. Basic electrical theory state that negatives attract positives. So be positive in case anyone else needs some energy. Shine your light as bright as you can and prove that you can change and want to change.

You never know when someone is watching, being the best you might make them their best them.